I hate myself completely. I hate what I do, what I say, what I think. I hate everything I stand for. Everything about myself, not matter how tiny, I hate. I hate that I cry when I see anyone hurt, I hate that I try to protect people. And I hate that I fuck up every time I try to do something right. But most of all I hate that what I want more than anything, is to be a hero to someone. It's never going to happen, it's just not in me to do the right thing. I mess up people's lives. I'm so sorry that anyone ever met me.