My family tell me Im selfish for cutting I dont understand how can sacrificing the one thing you want more anything, to save others grief and money, be selfish? I just want someone to understand how PAINFUL this is every second I just wanna cry, I wish I was someone else, anyone else. But me I think of the mistakes Ive made, of the hurt Ive caused of all the sh*t thats happened to me, about the people who have hurt me. Kill Me, cause I cant do it myself. and thats what hurts the most.