Sensitivity and Immediate Suicidal Thoughts-How do you handle it?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by AnnieK, Feb 10, 2014.

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  1. AnnieK

    AnnieK Well-Known Member

    Honesty, i am so sick of this immediate reaction I have to whatever "appears" to be rejection to me. This thought of "I should die" rather than feel the feelings of pain or insecurity or anger or whatever. Does this ever go away?! I am so sick of fighting this first thought. I mean a person can change plans on me and it will ruin my whole day! I go down the rabbit hole. I don't even know the words that are in my head, but it gets dark very quickly and the next thing you know I think I suck and then I want to die. I am so sick of living this way and fighting the first thought. I am not suicidal now, just friggin' pissed off at being this way!!

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  2. pisces1

    pisces1 Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  3. AnnieK

    AnnieK Well-Known Member

    thx for the hug pisces1. needed that.
     
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