I'm twenty. She's thirty-seven. She has been out of work on sick leave for depression, and doesn't have the desire or motivation to do the things that I want to do. It's going to be over now, because it just isn't going to work out. I don't have the feelings for her that I first did. We were just going with the flow, as I had suggested we should. But she put me on a pedestal. She obsessed over me. I tried to get her to break up with me by making myself out to be a bad person, so she wouldn't feel so hurt, but instead she only grew closer to me. But now it will be over.