Serious question

[life]

The amount of the anti=depressants which a person take in total 2 years Like if i take it in one go it will be aproxiemtely <mod edit-gentlelady-methods> pills....What are the dangers of it?..i posted this question cuz i am contemplating about this plan and going to start saving money for it...and i will choose the most dangerous anti=depressants......If i dont die what will happen...?.....Pleasee i want to know all the dangers of it before i try it..thx

 

[meagainstme]

taking pills is not a reliable way to try suicide. i assure you.
please reconsider

 

[Jolanta]

Dear life,
If i don't die what will happen?:unsure:

This is what will happen. You will be caught between life and death, stuck in a coma. Not alive and not dead. Someone will be forced to care for you until your natural death. I'm not trying to be cruel, these are the facts.:ohmy:
Please reconsider. :no: I have experience in these things and I know that life can be unbearable at times. If you ever want to talk, PM me. I am usually available.:hug:
But there is a reason for you to be here on earth and your job is to find out what that reason is and to fulfill it. It could be more than one.:yes:

 

[life]

What do u mean by i am going to get cought between life and death...didnt understand..By the way if u were in my place u would have been too wanna die...cuz i have a big possibility of having a personality disorder and have no soical life and i feel in pain when i am in social situation..everybody takes the piss out of me and i am fed up..i am always at home always miserable !....Maybe u all have a chance of change...if u have depression u can get better if u have Obsessif campulsive u can get better..if u have social phobia bla bla bla u can get better....What about a personality disorder....U cant change!...maybe slightly!....I havent got a normal social interacttion.....i am a lonely guy....I dont know who i am what to be
!...i am always at home sitting down!....My mum is upset ..my dad sometimes mones!.....My borther wants me too get better he tryes but i dont do nothing...and i make him miserable as well!......I am a cleverguy !.....But i cannot even consider having a life like this..its awfull!....i am only 18 and i am tired sick and tired..i feel very old..I feel bad...i have no choice...i have to die or suffer...i choose to die.

 

[Jolanta]

You are 18 years old and you don't know what a coma is? What did you do in school? Sleep? A coma is when you are alive but cannot interact with the world around you. Someone has to take care of you and do everything for you. They feed you through a tube to your stomach. Can you force your family to see you that way?
Wrong! Anyone can change. It doesn't matter what the problem is. You need the desire to change and you need to know what you want to be.
One thing I do know is that no misfortune is so bad that whining about it can't make it worse.
Your assignment is to look for positive things in your life and count your blessings.

With love from Jolanta

 

[life]

Yeah i know what is a coma !....After coma a person dies or comes back to life!..,,as long as i die i dont care what my family thinks!(only mum).....and by the way i never sleep in class i learned a lot of things thx.,..I think u didnt learn any manners!......And i dont even know why the people in this forum wants me or other people alive! do u know me ? NO ....!.......do u know how much i suffer ? No!.....sooo? i just asked a question only and i couldnt even get the right answers!....can i get a brain damege!....? ????? .......Would i be alive which a lot of injuries?????????........Well maybe i should ask to the psychiatrist!.....Oke

 

[Jolanta]

Apparently you don't know the definition of coma because it is brain damage. Yes, you either die or (rarely) come back to life after a long period of life without the ability to communicate with others. If you were paying attention, I was trying to answer your question. Are you not getting the answer you are seeking? By all means, this is probably something you should be discussing with your psychiatrist.
You accuse me of not having any manners but it's you who are making light of the suffering that other members of this forum are going through. And that is rude. Take a good look at the title of the forum again. S-u-i-c-i-d-e F-o-r-u-m. People come here because we want to die. We want to die but we provide moral support to each other and we live to see another day. You don't have a monopoly on suffering.
Why do we want you to live, even though we don't know you? Because we believe life is precious and you still have a job to do here that you have not yet finished. It's not your time to go yet.
If you care what your mum thinks you won't put her through the pain your death would cause her. I would know, my daughter is 25 and my son is 23.
If you want to discus this a little more agreeably, I am available.

With love from Jolanta

 

[life]

Jolanta i am sorry!....For a month i came to visit my family cuz i am studying in a another country!....i didnt go out even once...i am scared when visitors come to home...my social anxiety become very extreme!......I am always at home...i cant go to the beach !..the beach is 5 minutes walk from our home!....i am scared of my life!......I feel hopeless thats why i am considering to die!...Can u imagine ur life without social life!...scared by people who always around u....people are everywhere! :sad:.......People call me 5 times and i always say no i cant come!...They must think i am weird...i wanna tell them but they wouldnt understand me!...So i have to hide this!;;;they must think that i dont wanna hang out with them!....but thats not the point!......i have extreme shyness and i usually reject people!.....i will go to theaphy this month to best in our country...and i will try..if i dont succeed the I dont know what will i do...sororyy

 

[Jolanta]

OK, life, apology accepted.
Sorry about your social anxiety problem. Sounds like a tough thing to live with. I suspect, though, that your friends may be a little more understanding than you give them credit for.
Do you have a best friend? Maybe you can confide in him. It would make you feel better to know you don't have to carry the burden of this alone.
I am happy that you will be starting therapy. An objective person can help you see how to break out of your shell. Keep seeing your psychiatrist, too.
Keep trying, you can beat this. if you need to talk, you can PM me at any time. I'm usually home since I'm retired.

With love from Jolanta :hug:

PS Please only take your medications as prescribed.

 

[ihope2die]

i tried sleeping pills and pain pills, it didn't work.

 

[Persephone]

I tried killing myself with an overdose of anti-depressents many years ago. I warn you all not to try it. Many hours of horrible hallucinations, unbearable thirst that had me crawling - with horrendous effort- on hands and needs to find water. And unless you know the exact dose to take, you survive anyway. I'm glad I did because, eventually, I knew many days of happiness. We are all going towards the same end - why deprive ourselves of good things before we get to journey's end?

 

[life]

I dont know!......I just know that i will never get better thats why!

 

[Jolanta]

:ohmy: life, since you are so determined not to get better, guess what? it won't happen


With love from Jolanta :hug: