Yesterday me and a friend I used to play WoW with got me on to hang out and chat. He got my ex in the group with me >.> so I was civil about it and acted mostly normal. So thats 1 person back in my life and 1 that got to talk to me again. Today I got a message from the only friend that actually stayed with me after I got instatutionalized for being suicidal and left school. Life seems to enjoy making things seem good then turn it into a hell with me. Being paranoid that something majorly bad is going to happen seems pretty reasonable i think. So why exactly would life bring them all back into my life within 48 hours unless it was about to make it all worse?