No friends my father works most of the time my mom suffers from depression so me and her bump heads most of the time. She just recently told me to be a Man and start taking more action which caused my self esteem to sky rocket downward basically saying I'm not a man. Just got told recently by a woman that I need help I have alot of issues so I already suffer from severe depression and all of this doesn't help. I feel like I can't talk or relate to anyone and wonder why i'm alive. Most of my posts been up for weeks and no1 has responded i'm starting to give up. What do I do?