I had a bi-sexual experience across from where I work. Somebody in an adjoining business saw this and told my bosses. They in turn gossiped about it with my co-workers. One of my colleagues told a girl that I was falling with in love with about it, and subsequently she doesn't want anything to do with me. I have suffered major depression my entire life. I am medicated. My plan is to say my goodbyes and end it on Sunday. It never gets better. People are self-righteous pricks. I'm in therapy talking about the incest. I'm sober a long time. I hurt.