sex is an addiction, probably worse than cocaine. And mired in pregnancy and STJ's. I don't know why people uphold such a putrid filthy destructive thing. At times I feel down like i am missing out with all people say of how great and transcendent it is, but those times grow shorter and shorter, and when the storm clears, i am glad i never had it. because it would change who i am, make me a terrible person. i pray the temptations to stay away from me.