sorry... but i need to express some anger...
i HATE boys...
i don't even feel like men exist...
maybe they did a long time ago... but not now... not in this society...
i hate how visual the male gender is... sometimes... i feel like if i were the most beautiful woman in the world then i would never have to worry about a guy leaving me for another woman or cheating...
and yet i know that isn't true because guys are not only very visual... but they need their ego fix... the more women the better...
who cares if you have a beautiful woman... the more women you've had sex with the better... once you've had her she doesn't matter because the game to obtain her is over...
now... i know women aren't perfect when it comes to this either but they are in no way as bad as guys...
i think guys are worse because of what society imposes on them as what is masculine... how they should act... what they should care about...
but how did it get to this?...
i hate this hook up culture we have now... and i hate how as women we are supposed to enjoy it just the same as men or else we are prudes... we are sexy and desirable if we flaunt our sex... dress s***ty and abide to what men like... as long as it gets us attention, who cares right? i guess its an emotional attachment in some sense... maybe the guy will start liking us...
what ever happened to loving one person?... what is so scary about committing... not even marriage... just committing... i feel like all we value is sex... love is just an accessory to it... a fun thing to go along with the pleasure...
then its on to the next person(the next fix and addiction) once we get bored and the excitement of the initial chemicals are gone...
:cry:
love is just like a drug... its a fix... and once that fix has used up its initial value and you start to see the person as a REAL person... then you leave them...
i really don't believe in everlasting love between two partners... maybe a parent and a child or a friend with a friend... but lovers are only a temporary thing...
i really don't think i want to deal with romantic love ever again... its made such a fool out of me...
:depressed
i HATE boys...
i don't even feel like men exist...
maybe they did a long time ago... but not now... not in this society...
i hate how visual the male gender is... sometimes... i feel like if i were the most beautiful woman in the world then i would never have to worry about a guy leaving me for another woman or cheating...
and yet i know that isn't true because guys are not only very visual... but they need their ego fix... the more women the better...
who cares if you have a beautiful woman... the more women you've had sex with the better... once you've had her she doesn't matter because the game to obtain her is over...
now... i know women aren't perfect when it comes to this either but they are in no way as bad as guys...
i think guys are worse because of what society imposes on them as what is masculine... how they should act... what they should care about...
but how did it get to this?...
i hate this hook up culture we have now... and i hate how as women we are supposed to enjoy it just the same as men or else we are prudes... we are sexy and desirable if we flaunt our sex... dress s***ty and abide to what men like... as long as it gets us attention, who cares right? i guess its an emotional attachment in some sense... maybe the guy will start liking us...
what ever happened to loving one person?... what is so scary about committing... not even marriage... just committing... i feel like all we value is sex... love is just an accessory to it... a fun thing to go along with the pleasure...
then its on to the next person(the next fix and addiction) once we get bored and the excitement of the initial chemicals are gone...
:cry:
love is just like a drug... its a fix... and once that fix has used up its initial value and you start to see the person as a REAL person... then you leave them...
i really don't believe in everlasting love between two partners... maybe a parent and a child or a friend with a friend... but lovers are only a temporary thing...
i really don't think i want to deal with romantic love ever again... its made such a fool out of me...
:depressed
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