Since my marriage ended i have had sex with quite a few women, guess part of it proving to myself that rejection was by only one woman the rest to try to replicate something i once had and to feel loved again. Its all been cold though, i have ended every tryst, swiftly and easily. Im terrified of making love though, to someone that i have feeling for. Sex is easy, its the bit that gets me to the bedroom dooor again i want in my life once more. Damn, why does it get harder?