Well, I'm a fairly young guy, out of school & all that. I hit puberty fairly normal, 11 or so. Then around 13 I really started wanting to get closer to girls, but mainly as friends. Few years later, 15 or so. I wanted to start dating, but I didn't want any kind of sexual involvement. Fast forward to 18. I finally got really close to a girl,I had a huge crush on for over 2 years. Thought about kissing, but nothing else. (We never dated) Go ahead a few years. I finally 'officially' dated a girl from work. We kissed, and it was nice… to see her happy at least. We did 'other' things, but at least I never 'went all the way' I really liked seeing her enjoy it, but naturally it didn't do anything for me. Between the panic attacks, inability to 'finish' lack of pleasure, and stress. I just never tried again. I kissed one other girl, but it was completely neutral for me. I've never really been attracted to the act, or the stress of that kind of relationship. I'm not gay, or bi. I'm attracted to women, but I don't want anything sexual. It seems kind of hard to really 'date' since I'm not sure how it's different than being close friends. On the plus side, I'm never marrying or having kids anyways. ( not ready or willing) but it's confusing at times. Kind of hard that no one thinks it's 'real' and it impacts other areas of my life. It's not a physical inability either, just a severe lack of attraction. If it matters, I had some family abuse me as a kid, and grew up with a very Religious older sister.