I had been once sexually harassed. By a successful lawyer. I needed job so I went to his office and he didn't give me the job at the end...but he touched me in various ways. Tried to hug me etc... I was so innocent and I thought he was just overly friendly and close to other people. But i learnt without consent ...you cannot touch a person's body. And definitely you cannot try to hug when the person seems unwilling.
I didn't tell about it much. Because i was really stupid or scared. Don't know. But now I feel disgusted. That same person was disgusting enough to ask me if i was virgin or not. And he was a lawyer. He was a lawyer supporting women's freedom movement. He was almost same age with my father. He had daughters.
And in the end i was wrong to ask for job from him. My friends made me the bad girl.
Now i feel alienated and I definitely don't feel anything for men in this country. Generalized the issue and it's wrong. I know. But it seems impossible to feel anything. Even the guy i loved for a long time was a ****. He couldn't fucking say it...say that he didn't like me and I was stupid.
Definitely not sad because I'm alone. No. I'm just scared for children in this planet. I do think adopting kids is best option. Don't bring more kids to that rotten planet. İt's done. We are making it rotten. ....
I didn't tell about it much. Because i was really stupid or scared. Don't know. But now I feel disgusted. That same person was disgusting enough to ask me if i was virgin or not. And he was a lawyer. He was a lawyer supporting women's freedom movement. He was almost same age with my father. He had daughters.
And in the end i was wrong to ask for job from him. My friends made me the bad girl.
Now i feel alienated and I definitely don't feel anything for men in this country. Generalized the issue and it's wrong. I know. But it seems impossible to feel anything. Even the guy i loved for a long time was a ****. He couldn't fucking say it...say that he didn't like me and I was stupid.
Definitely not sad because I'm alone. No. I'm just scared for children in this planet. I do think adopting kids is best option. Don't bring more kids to that rotten planet. İt's done. We are making it rotten. ....