Most of you know my story, so i wont go threw it again. But its late and i am a lil drunk, and i am reflecting on memories, which could be dangerous. I came to SF looking for help, i was on a downward spiral, 2 attempts stopped by friends, and the third attempt in the making(slow death by over indulgence of drugs). That is when i came here, rather stumbled here. Here I met people willing to help me, people i didnt know, but who actually cared enough to chat with me, and tell me that certain thinghs were not my fault, these things i still struggle with today, but IM ALIVE, and enjoying LIFE. Even after my contact with SF i still had problems, but if it werent for people like CT, Immure, Fender, GL, Barry, Kurt, and the rest, i would be dead(sry if i forgot you, plz relize im drnk!) Here we are almost 2.5 years later, im alive, im clean, and i am enjoying life. I have many friends, im a graduate, im about to accept a job with a large city police dept. and im about to get married, and start a family. I still have problems with self harm, but those are being worked out, and i still see a shrink. I wanted to tell you this because i see alot of new faces, and i feel obligated to show these new faces what SF can do, if given the chance. I am foirever grateful and indebted to SF....Thank you, and all the people who make up this site!