nobody cares on here and that's that. If I was to go and hang myself right now, nobody would care. If I took an OD, nobody would give a fuck. What's with all the fake support and optimism? A KNIFE understands me more than any human on this earth. How sad is that? I need to turn to a knife just to survive. I get fed fucking schizo tablets that sedate me. I wish I didnt give a fuck about anything, wish I could experience apathy 24/7. Sick of people altering the thoughts in my mind, people who try to sell stories to the newspapers, people who plan on stabbing on in the back (literally). Why can't people just leave me alone?