SF threatens my friendship and i dont know what to do - this is too painful

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by ItMakesMeCry, Sep 16, 2008.

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  1. ItMakesMeCry

    ItMakesMeCry Guest

    i came back to SF tonight.

    i hadnt been here for a long time.

    A lot has changed around the site and i dont know how to use it lol!But apart from that it has really triggered me cos i used to be here and someone special to me still is here but every time i come here i realise how SF threatens my friendship/relationship with that person.It puts things inbetween us, in the way of our relationship.Realising this each time is so painful.It makes me cry.But i cant even cry.i dont even want to cry but i feel the tears and try to fight them more.

    This is too painful............
     
  2. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    hey hun

    what does sf put between you and this person?

    :hug:
     
  3. ItMakesMeCry

    ItMakesMeCry Guest

    It brings up issues of trust for me.

    And it makes me worry about how this person may hurt me cos they may have a conflict of interests.

    i just want to cry

    But i dont actually want to

    And im trying to hold it back so much

    Not that any of this, me posting this matters anyway.

    Its not gonna mean anything at the end of the day

    It wont change things.

    These are just my words on a screen.

    Whos gonna care?i mean, really.Really care.

    Care over a long period of time.

    What difference is it gonna make.

    None.

    It will be all forgotten.

    It wont mean anything to anyone.
     
  4. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

  5. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    i've pm'ed you xx
     
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