I've been self harming for a few years now so obviously I have some scars. I have this really grotesque looking scar on my arm from a deep cut I did way back in August. It's actually worse than the scar from when I had my appendix removed. Ah, I hate it. I know it's not going to fade as the cut was so deep that I came close to losing the use of my arm. It should make put me off self harming but I ended up doing it more. I have burn marks all over my arm too. I sometimes think about how it'd be to not have any scars. Anyway, I was shopping earlier and as I was paying for the items I bought I smiled at the lady serving behind the till and I'm sure her smile turned into a snarl when she noticed my arms. I feel so pathetic. I know that people think I'm some sort of lunatic just because I SI. Why are people so ignorant? Grr.