It hurts so much. She was the greatest thing that happen to me now its all over. I loved her so much and yet she did this to me. She was the reason why I kept holding on. She gave me a reason to live again and I have nothing now. She was the first and only person I have ever loved and yet she did this to me. I honestly thought she was the one, but alas she found another who was better then me. It hurts so much and the whiskey isn't helping me feel any better. My heart was literally just torn out of my chest and now I have nothing in life anymore.