She can move on, I'm stuck with me!

Sworn myself to be content with loneliness!!

The sad thing is my ex made me open up and talk about my problems and I was fine before I started dating her, I managed to keep all my demons looked inside without a minutes thought. I haven't cried in three years but I feel so hurt inside and my personality which some would say was a lively soul who was intent on making others laugh has now been replaced by a dark figure and who barely acts to be happy for others.

I actually managed to go through school without saying a single word about my family life or my other problems yet I meet this incredible person who then blames me for having issues in my head when she opened the can of worms herself

Sometimes I feel like waving my arms in the air and saying lord I just don't care but has anybody got the love to see me through?

 

i dont know what to say hun except to give you a hug *giant hug* and to tell you someone was listening xx

 

Thanks sweetheart. Perhaps the only thing left for me to do is tie a yellow ribben round the old oak tree and have done with it.