Four months to the day since she left.
Ive been crying, partly because it has been 4 months, partly because of all that Ive lost, and partly because Ive put the house on the market. One more thing Im going to lose. Its stupid, I know I have to sell this place because I cant afford to buy her out. So the only thing is to sell the place, give her half the proceeds and then build a new place for me and the kids. I love this house. It has been our family home for the past 11 years. Now Im going to have to part with it. Seeing the For Sale sign out the front has really upset me. Im so stupid. Im so.....useless....so.....hopeless. Im not going to do anything silly, it is just so heartbreaking to have to also lose this little house.
Thankyou for spending the time to read this. I am sorry that I dont have anything positive to tell you.