she just pisses me off so fucking much.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by SmilePretty, Feb 27, 2007.

  1. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    i seriously feel like crying. no matter what i do, i will never be good enough. my mom's bitchy comments about my eyeliner, or my clothes, or my hair.... I JUST CANT TAKE THEM ANYMORE
    i am sick of it.
    as if my self-esteem isnt low enough.
    as if i dont have enough troubles already.
    no, i am told that i am the worst daughter that a mom could have.
    apparently she loves me though. a good way to fucking show it, dont you think?!
     
  2. Shauna Lea

    Shauna Lea Staff Alumni

    Its difficult for people who love u to understand the pain ur in or the fact that ur 'different'. Hopefully ur mum will come to terms with it sooner rather than later and accept u for who u r.
    Im really sorry that ur in so much pain, try to remember that being unique is fantastic, dont let n e 1 push u away from being urself!
     
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Sigh, sounds just like my mother...sigh..and guess what u get older and it still bugs the hell out of u...sigh :mad:
     
  4. SmilePretty

    SmilePretty Staff Alumni

    i just want to be the daughter that she wants me to be.
    i want to be perfect.
    i dont want to see the look on her face when she realises that i am not the daughter that she wants
    that i am not going to be like my sister.
     
  5. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    aww hun :hug: