I just had my very 1st girlfriend leave me for another guy yesterday. She gave no indication whatsoever that things were bad between us. We had cute baby names for each other, I got along well with her family members. Yesterday morning she changed her status to dating him and that's how i found out. She kept bragging about him. I was devastated at first, I got drunk and was walking down the street yelling out loud to myself I'd kill the guy and I was crying and grunting I remember. Some old guy came and picked me up and I told him the whole story as much as I can remember. Then he dropped me off home cause I walked pretty far off. I went by her place to talk to her about, we argued for a while over text and she eventually told me to leave her alone and to never contact her again and she would come outside to talk to me about it. I know she was there with him cause his car was outside her place. Not even her family members that she introduced me to will talk to me. We talked so much and learned so much about each other and now it feels like she never cared about me. It does hurt. I don't sob about it but every now and then I hold my head down. I've been on Facebook pretty much telling random people on my friends list who went through similar things. This one girl had the exact same thing happen to her, her guy left her for someone else, and we've been sort of consoling each other. But I don't think she would want to date me. It would be nice just to hang out with someone in general, not really relationship wise I just find that when I talk to people I feel better. But I just never thought it would happen to me. I couldn't sleep last night. So many questions wander into my head, was this my fault, did she ever care, and then there are the thoughts of him and her together. But yes, I just felt like sharing this.