People would say at first glance normal family, caring mother, yeah she helped me out a tight spot financially and I have repaid and returned the favour. Yeah not a lot of peoples parents wold do that. Yeah she let me move back there at 18 while I got on my feet. She didnt know circumstances around it but ah well. I didnt feel up to discussing things. So yeah shes been a "rock" so to speak... to lean on. People see all the good things. Dont look beneath the carpet. Yeah she's got her problems. Doesn't everyone...? Last time I spoke to her was way back at the beginning of the year. She never bothers ringing, when ever I called it was always about her. She once organised for me and her to go out... that got canceled and my older sister went in my place (I wasnt informed she canceled with me, the date went past and photos went up on facebook, her and my sister) My mum nor dad (step-dad) couldnt be bothered to pick up the phone and ring when gran died, my ex got told by my dad via facebook. Now, this weekend I am meant to be going round theirs.. who did they arrange this with? my ex. Not me. Not bothered even sending a text or even a form of message. I am so sick and tired of this, to the point of calling them up and saying I wont be going. I am so hurt and frustrated by it that I am literally looking a way to pick and start a fight or argument. Why do they keep chucking me aside, am i really that pathetic and worthless. Whats really pissed me off is... satuday is my ex's birthday, we are going round the day after because he has plans for his birthday. I didnt even get a message or call on my birthday didnt hear from them. They care more for someone who is nbo part of my life anymore. Pathetic how I keep going back to be hurt, isn't it? letting them take the piss like this. Letting everyone walk all over me. Not once have they really offered me proper support. Not once helped when I really really needed it. Yet I keep going back and all I can do is cry .