What The Fuck Z? I miss two of your fucking phone calls and all of the sudden I am trying to avoid you? What am I supposed to do? Always answer my phone? Always be around? Tuck You when you practice what you are preaching I will do the same. Yet why does this hurt so much? Why did I lose all my motivation to go to my spin class this morning why did I lose all that motivation. I mean fuck I can even see some small results and I did not want to go. I do not want to do anything but lie around and play Dragon Quest 9. The tonight hang myself because she looks for any reason to not be my friend. Maybe this is the wrong forum. I don't know, it just hurts when a friend finds ever reason she can to pin the destroying on me when I have done nothing.