This "mother of mine" has taken methadone, morphine, then valium in the space of around 12 hours! She's babbling nonsense, making life ever so much more difficult for me! It's a fucking nightmare! I'll never get any sleep w/ all the stress she's causing me! FUCK!!!!! I'm left with only one option: VERY SOON I'll call her an ambulance. She'll hate me forever but she's no good for me anyway....... I'd just leave right now, but she's playing w/ fire and she'll likely to burn this house down, killing her 1st born child. She won't go to sleep, I've commanded her to. I can't stand to be around her! This is not the first blackout of hers that I've been forced to deal with. Fuck. I'd happily kill myself to get away from this situation.