my best friend, who is also my ex gf, is moving away everything is so complicated for her here [esp the situation with me] but i feel sooo damn selfish cus i want her to stay. i know shes not happy here. but still, im pestering her to not leave me. when i first met her i said ''everyone leaves me in the end'' and she said she wudnt shes all im holding onto really. shes the reason my cuts arent deep and the reason why i havent gone ahead with any of my suicidal plans yet. im so close to her ill be losing a part of me. ive never connected with someone as i did her. i dont know what im going to be like without her. arghhh make her stay.