shit it

[smackh2o]

i just stuck my figners down my throat after not eating all fucking day because im sick and im meant to be going on holiday tomoro but now i dont even want to so fuck it. fuck starting to drive, fuck my job, fuck my debts, fuck love and fuck happiness.
dont want to go down or up or stay here in the middle now. stomach acid burns like hot vimto. i might chop my leg open again. nice walk first though, see if someone tries to attack me. i fucking well hope they do bevause i'll murder them and enjoy every second

 

[gentlelady]

I wish I could ease all your pain and make things all right for you. I am sorry you are hurting so much right now. Maybe going on holiday won't be so bad. You might just need a change of scenery and a different set of distractions. Please stay safe. :hug:

 

[smackh2o]

At this rate I don't think i'm going to get to go on holiday. I'm still throwing up...

 

[smackh2o]

ok, im just gonna go. im having a panic attack for some reason but im sick of things.
cya in a week...

 

[~PinkElephants~]

Petey

:hug: I'm sorry you're sick honey. Don't go on holiday if you don't want to go. You shouldn't have to if you're sick.

 

[Abacus21]

Hugs Pete - we're here for you when you need us :hug: