Fuck life...I can't help the friends I want to help. The ones who said they'd be there just lied to me. I'm nothing, I'm usless to everyone. I don't deserve shit. I wish I was dead...nothing good ever comes, every friend I had, just spoke lies to me, they never cared, not even my mom or dad or brother. My family don't even realize the shit I'm in. No one would even come to my funeral if I died, even if they would, I wouldn't let them. Why? What's thee point? They didn't care when I was alive, why should they when I'm dead? Fuck life, fuck the people who say they care when they don't..their bullshit runs so fucking deep, it gave me hope, now that I know for sure...fuck life, there's no point in staying anymore..