man it been almost a whole fucking year since i got this low, but what happen today made a good day go worse, all I can think of what happen and makes me feel even more depress. I dont know if my friends and brother know it hurt me cause i left when everyone went to sleep. I feel like shit and I wanted to taking a cig and burn the shit out of me or finding something ANYTHING SHARP and take it to my wrist. I wish I never came over i hate feeling like this why wont it go away, I want the pain to stop hurting. I feel like I'm already dead. I just want to die right now. Or feel some pain SOMETHING. I feel like everyone using me for money or to drive them somewhere. I bet if i didn;t have a car or money no one wanted to "hangout". SOMEONE PLEASE JUST KILL ME and end this fucking pain. I want to do some damage to myself punch something beat the living shit out of myself. someone just pull the plug or throw me off a big ass building so I wont feel anything. :sad: I probably wont do anything but I want to bad, gah i wish my step-dad wasn;t here so i could atleast punch the wall or the t.v.
shit *trigger*
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