shit *trigger*

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by danni, Sep 20, 2008.

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  1. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    man it been almost a whole fucking year since i got this low, but what happen today made a good day go worse, all I can think of what happen and makes me feel even more depress. I dont know if my friends and brother know it hurt me cause i left when everyone went to sleep. I feel like shit and I wanted to taking a cig and burn the shit out of me or finding something ANYTHING SHARP and take it to my wrist. I wish I never came over i hate feeling like this why wont it go away, I want the pain to stop hurting. I feel like I'm already dead. I just want to die right now. Or feel some pain SOMETHING. I feel like everyone using me for money or to drive them somewhere. I bet if i didn;t have a car or money no one wanted to "hangout". SOMEONE PLEASE JUST KILL ME and end this fucking pain. I want to do some damage to myself punch something beat the living shit out of myself. someone just pull the plug or throw me off a big ass building so I wont feel anything. :sad: I probably wont do anything but I want to bad, gah i wish my step-dad wasn;t here so i could atleast punch the wall or the t.v.
     
  2. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Hey hun,

    If you want to talk about what happened yesterday & why it's making you feel so bad, I'll be here to listen.

    :arms:
     
  3. patacake

    patacake Well-Known Member

    Im here too danni , im so sorry ur having such a rotten time , :hug: please be safe hun

    love Jo x
     
  4. Light_In_The_Dark

    Light_In_The_Dark Well-Known Member

    :hug: danni. Im sorry you are having a bad time. Im there for you and I hope youll get thru that.
     
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