im feeling really really bad today. I just woke up with this realization that life is completely pointless and the only reason we are here is because our primal urges tell us to continue the species. Seriously, if you think about it thats the only reason we are here. Everything we do is to try to get a mate. But, seeing as how im so inadiquate that i will never get one i see no reason to keep going. Fuck, ive also been trying to quit using narcotics, but im about to shoot up. I just cant take it. I need it. I need to forget my pain, if only briefly. god damn, i am such a worthless piece of shit junky. Everyone around me would be so much happier without me. can a moderator please ban me? I just bring everyone down.