just got home from hospital on a 2 week leave of absence
they are not even sure I am ready
so we are taking a chance
sent me home with 5 weeks of pills - all types
wwe don't even know if they are going to work til the end of sept
allergic to them, sent my blood pressure through the roof
so we are dealing with it, new pills but i have no way of
checking my blood pressure! so hope these meds work
i don't know, come home, overwelming
sat down and cried
i really don't know if i can do this
maybe it is time to throw in the towel
maybe it is time to give up
my neighbours are camping, so there is no one to check on me
they have the keys to my house, no one else.
as i look through the house i don't know if I can do this
so much and its my own stupid fault
why couldn't i be strong, no - i got to go and fall apart
i have wasted my life..............
i look at my pills, they sent me home with 7 different pills
quite the combination
i know what they would do
i still hve on my bracelet suicide awareness someone cares for me
then why does it feel like i have been thrown into a shark bowl
and about to be swallowed up.
they are not even sure I am ready
so we are taking a chance
sent me home with 5 weeks of pills - all types
wwe don't even know if they are going to work til the end of sept
allergic to them, sent my blood pressure through the roof
so we are dealing with it, new pills but i have no way of
checking my blood pressure! so hope these meds work
i don't know, come home, overwelming
sat down and cried
i really don't know if i can do this
maybe it is time to throw in the towel
maybe it is time to give up
my neighbours are camping, so there is no one to check on me
they have the keys to my house, no one else.
as i look through the house i don't know if I can do this
so much and its my own stupid fault
why couldn't i be strong, no - i got to go and fall apart
i have wasted my life..............
i look at my pills, they sent me home with 7 different pills
quite the combination
i know what they would do
i still hve on my bracelet suicide awareness someone cares for me
then why does it feel like i have been thrown into a shark bowl
and about to be swallowed up.
