I have been doing everything right, my theripist says I am making progress, I am going to all my appoitments, I am on the verge of making life changes for the better, but at the moment I am consumed with suicidal thoughts. Over the past year I have honsetly concetrated all my energies on getting better but I just don't see any tangiable progress and it is very frustrating. I am still plagued with fears and doubts about my future, I over analyze every little detail, and I keep thinking about sad and painful memories from my past (well painful and sad for me at least). It has gotten to a point where my mind is leaving me emotinally crippled and I am just sick of feeling so bad.