At least three years ago it was agreeded that if I live with my grandmother and take care of her my mother would help me go back to college and get my degree. You cannot understand how depressing it is to take care of someone old and each and everyday see them die more and more. So my life for the last three years has been school and taking care of her. People ask me where do you work, and all I say is I go to school and they say man you are 34 and all you do is go to school you have got in made. It makes me feel so worthless and embarrased. Should I be? Should I be embarrased over the situation I am in? How should I handle it?