hi, im 19 and your situation is something like mine with the difference, that i tried this bandstory..
a few years ago, i was 16 or sth. my best friend and me was thinking on the same thing and so we started to make a band. at first he bought a egitarre and then i bought one and we started training. the first stupid thing we did was, that we both wanted to play guitarre, alright if you play lead and rythm guitar you need two, but if you want to found a band, its better with three guys, a guitarrist, a bassit and a drummer. thats enough and much more easier
so we convinced a other friend to start playing bass and another for drums.
thats not easy because instruments kosts a lot of money, guitar and amplifier minimum 600 euros, bass, drums same...
so we complete a garage of my best friend as trying room.
on a drinking event i got to know a girl and i felt in love, the first and last time until now. i tried to know her better and few weekends later i introduced her to my bandguys, because i bragged with the band and so on. this was the biggest mistake in my live, now i know better but its to late.
at first we were all good friends and we made party every weekend, we were 10 people or sth 50/50
it was great fun =P
then, she came together with my best friend, just a short time, but it was not very lucky for me, in skiholyday the bassist told her that he felt in love to her, but she didnt car
,after a very liquid silvester party she came together with a other friend who was not in the band. few month later they canceld it, but i hadnt much contact to them, in the summer i met her again and we made lots of free time activitys and so on and from one day the other she was together with our drummer, after he didnt talk to her for 10 month because he had a gf. i left the band because this things tryed to destroy your friendships, but it was to late. this girl is special and i will never forget her..
i found a new band in my school, blackmetal guys, some strange, but i didnt care taked it with humor and had lot of fun, but this band broke after a few month when the vocal guy and the keyboard girl disconnected. for over a year i train fullcontact, three times the week, its good for my healthyness and i like fighting
otherwise i would not sociolize with other people, and drugs makes lonesome, if youre deppressed..
i dont know how to get a gf, i only had one.., but maybe some sports you like could be good for your ghost and body *g*
m2c
best regards, curtis
edit: sorry for bad english