Can suicide sneak up on me? I'm going through a rough time right now--rougher than usual, apparently, because I keep finding myself...well, not really THINKING about suicide, but feeling (physically) as if I'm on the verge of acting on thoughts I'm not even aware of. In the middle of an argument tonight, I caught myself on the verge of jumping out the window--this is NOT something I've even considered. I don't believe in suicide--I think it's selfish and cowardly. I DO often wish I'd never been born, but that's technically not the same. The window thing is not the only incident, and they've been getting more frequent recently (sometimes several times a day). I'm having some relationship problems (and money problems, and OTHER problems)--do you think this is a ploy for pity? I don't know it if it is. So should I be worried?