I have been depressed for as long as I can remember, I'm 20 years old. I have been having continuous suicidal thoughts for a few months now but haven't seen a therapist in a very long time. My only concerns would be if my insurance covered a stay and who would take care of my son while I'm away (he's nine months old). I often have a plan, but I haven't actually attempted but I just want these extremely intrusive thoughts to go away so I can live my life without hating myself. I am also very angry and withdrawn all the time and have thoughts of hurting others, including my son which I feel terrible about. What should I do?