right so there is this guy in college who makes my life total hell. he just makes me feel so depressed. and i have enough problems without him adding to it. but today i found out (well i think) that he himself is a little depressed at the moment... so what do i do? maybe he makes my life hell to try improve his own... a bit like a bully, like he likes to see me suffer to make him fee better about him self. i dont know any more... part of my brain is telling me i should help, but the other half is telling me to just just leave it. he makes my life total hell at college. i fuckin hate him. some times it is so bad that he makes me wanna cry and just not go to college at all. but if he is feeling depressed maybe i should help, i feel that i might be able to (due to my own persoanl experiences)... i wouldnt wish depression on any one any one.. but him i just wish he wasnt here that might sound mean, but he makes me feel like shit... he makes me like this. he is one of the reason i stay up late every night, worrying so much i feel sick. worrying that i might fail ANOTHER course at college. wanting to cut bcoz i feel so bad. why should i help some1 who is doin this to me... does that make sense? should i help him? I just dont know! meh. i feel propa strange, i feel like such a bitch. but i need to get this off my chest. dont judge me.