okay so latley I have been really wanting to just kill myself over a couple of things. I am only alive today because a couple of things have kept me alive. But now I think I have found reasons why the only things keeping me alive are'nt important enough. 1st I worry that if I kill myself I will go to hell. But the other day I realized, I was never baptized, so according to the bible I am going to hell anyways. The other reason was becasue my family would be so sad if I was gone. But I mean they would probably just be really sad for maybe a month or two, but I have to live with my constant pain for the rest of my life. So is it really that big of a deal if I just kill myself now? Why does everyone say suicide is so bad anyways? We are all going to die, I am just going to die before I have to live my whole life with this constant pain. Any thoughts?