I have never felt like this before. I lost my job in January of this year and never got a new one until late August. During the summer I had no money and with nothing to do, as you will all know, a idle mind can drive people to depression. And that is what it has done to me, to a point I feel like it has left a mental scar and it will take a lot to get me back to what I was before. I am 20 and go to university and I am working over the weekends. The stress of university is one thing, but the fact I am in everyday and work weekends means I literally have no break and it's taking its toll on me. I am not too sure what it is about where I work which I hate so much (John Lewis); the pay is low and the work is tedious and trivial, so trivial I have often left hours early with no one noticing. Tomorrow I got to be in at 7 in the morning, as I do every week, and work a 9 hour shift which mostly consist of nothing really to do. On the one hand I need the money. I have leant so much to my family that I am overdrawn and have a credit card to pay of. Such debts is also another source of stress. However, at the same time, I know this sounds extreme, but it feels like working is chipping away my humanity. Any advice?