Knowing what needs to be done and doing it….is so much harder than people say that it is. I have friends who are like, “I don’t see what the problem is, just go…” I can’t. Trust me I’ve tried, but I still keep coming back. I don’t know what I’d do without the friendship I’d be giving up. True at times it doesn’t seem to be worth it, with the constant fighting, and other bull that keeps us going on to rounds now to the hundreds. But we still come back, still make up and be friends again and again and again. So am I doing wrong. Should I just go….and leave it all abehind.