I’ve kind of been on and off about thinking about suicide for a few months now. I’ve had suicidal thoughts for much longer but I was raised Christian and use to fear what would happen. My biggest fear is the pain I leave behind. Thats a lie my biggest fear is botching my attempt and leaving irreversible damage. Should I talk about my suicidal thoughts with a couple people I’m close to? Would this lessen the shock and ease the pain for them if i were to go through with it? Or is it best to just go quietly if it happens?