So... after many horrible school years, I'm done with this school. This school that simply tortured me for years. The bullies aren't in my life anymore. So why aren't I happy? I have a great boyfriend, we've had our bumps but that's because he's as down as I am. He loves me and I love him, and it's working out well. So why aren't I happy? I have an amazing friend that stuck with me through so much, that I know will never stop helping me for anything. So why aren't I happy? Lately now, I've been showing serious signs of aggression. Like, the other day, I went to the park to chill-lax. But for some unknown reason, I chucked rocks at four boys a few years older than me, and when they came at me we just faught. And they beat the hell outta me, but it left me exhilerated. Soooo... uh... WHY!? -cries- I don't wanna be aggressive, but right now I just want to get hurt and hurt people back. I think it has to do with the bullies from school... Ack! Anyone have any solutions????