I have been with my for 6 months, I have been in abuse relationships and literally trusted no man, something about this guy, made me want to drop my guard and let this guy in. The last 6 months have been bliss, no violence,no fear, just plain sailing. Until he started saying he needed a car. I can see why, he lives a hour outside the city, no buses or trams, he has to cycle everywhere and his parents wont help me. He always trying to pay for his way through college. So my darling bf has decided to work two part jobs recently and and attend college full time. Which means he has no time for me, leaving me feeling rejected and hurt, but I want to see him happy. I must add this relationship has brought a lot of healing, I even found the courage to tell him of upsetting trauma I experienced and he didn't judge me, just held me close and let me cry. That was very empowering and supportive. I do love him, he doesn't know that but I do. I also feel cuz im taking time out from college, I lost my friends, I completely lost contact with my friends at home, I don't have a job, or a car. Im feeling frustrated, bord and with history of major depression, anxiety and PTSD, that isn't easy. His been through a lot and we sort of seemed to be supporting each other, and that made us closer. We just decided to go on a break 2nite, Im flooding my room with tears. Please give me some advice I don't want to lose him. We even planned for my bday in nov we would fly to London for a romantic week heart smashed.