[I hope this doesnt make me sound like I am whining or anything] I have had depression since I was 13;I'm 19 now. I don't know what to do anymore to help myself get any better. I was doing okay but shit never ends. My mum is an alcoholic, and my brother is a druggie,has severe anger issues and you can't talk to him without getting verbally shit on. My dad doesnt have a fuckin voice unless it is to call my mom a drunk or cause some huge blowup with her. My family does not interact at all unless it is to have a horrible fight that ends with holes in the walls and everyone leaving to get drunk or high or whatever. I havent talked to my brother in months and we live in the same fucking house. No wait we screamed at eachother yesterday about who's fault it was that my parents were fighting. My parents know Im severely depressed and I have a therapist but I have noone else to tlk to. I also have alot of other issues besides my family so even if I got out of here,I'd be in the same sad state. Sometimes at night I will drive my car and park on the traintracks and just sob. I know my problems are probably stupid but I just needed to rant, sorry.