sick of being ignored

[palmtrees]

<Mod Edit: dazzle -violence> I'm young, talented, attractive, interesting, kind, helpful, understanding, funny, insanely intelligent, I try harder than 9 out of 10 people at everything I do and I am so fucking sick of no one noticing any of that. With job applications, friends, crushes, I do everything I'm supposed to do and nobody gives a shit. I have to do everything on my own with no help from anyone. None of the people around me deserve me, they don't even deserve to exist in the same fucking century as me. I'm tired of everything I have going to waste, I'm tired of not being the focus of anyone's thoughts. I'm going to make a trip to the pawn shop and <Mod Edit: dazzle - methods> Fuck these people. If I'm such a low priority to everyone they can do without me, they're already missing out on everything I have to offer them anyway. Fuck this shit, there's no point in doing anything when no one cares no matter how good at it, everyone is a complete hypocritical, cowardly, ignorant piece of shit and I'm done with them.

 

[Pingu]

remember, other people arent born just to look up to you, they are normal human beings too. and what ur feeling is what most people in this earth feels every single day. not to sound rude, but if you want to be a high priority you have to earn it.

 

[fromthatshow]

I'm up for destroying the world with you :hug:
and I know exactly how you feel.
"More attention should be given to me, because I deserve more attention."
When I stop and think about it, I know it's not true, but it's not how I feel. I feel that's how it should be.

 

[palmtrees]

remember, other people arent born just to look up to you, they are normal human beings too. and what ur feeling is what most people in this earth feels every single day. not to sound rude, but if you want to be a high priority you have to earn it.

Yeah but the point is I have earned it. I'm not being arrogant, I'm actually very modest. But when I get passed over time after time for no apparent reason for people who I am 90% better than at everything, I start to build up a lot of anger. I know this thread is really bitchy, I'm just getting some stuff out that I hold in all the time.

I don't think people should look up to me, I think they should
a) give me a job
b) call me back when I respond to THEIR invitation to make plans
c) realize I can kick their ass at just about everything and therefore deserve some kind of appreciation once in awhile.

Probably I didn't get enough attention as a child and it's manifesting now. Oh well. Sometimes you just want to scream at everybody for how dense they appear.

 

[Dave_N]

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The moderators will report you to the police if they suspect that you're serious about killing people, so you should choose your words more wisely. That being said, I agree that credit should be given when it is truly deserved. I don't think I get the recognition that I deserve at times, but you can't let it get to you. :hug: