<Mod Edit: dazzle -violence> I'm young, talented, attractive, interesting, kind, helpful, understanding, funny, insanely intelligent, I try harder than 9 out of 10 people at everything I do and I am so fucking sick of no one noticing any of that. With job applications, friends, crushes, I do everything I'm supposed to do and nobody gives a shit. I have to do everything on my own with no help from anyone. None of the people around me deserve me, they don't even deserve to exist in the same fucking century as me. I'm tired of everything I have going to waste, I'm tired of not being the focus of anyone's thoughts. I'm going to make a trip to the pawn shop and <Mod Edit: dazzle - methods> Fuck these people. If I'm such a low priority to everyone they can do without me, they're already missing out on everything I have to offer them anyway. Fuck this shit, there's no point in doing anything when no one cares no matter how good at it, everyone is a complete hypocritical, cowardly, ignorant piece of shit and I'm done with them.