So now its BPD and PTSD. Both of which i agree with. Im so alone. Non of my so called friends contact me anymore and im finding it hard to be close to my family because of the traumas they put me through as a child. Especially my mother. Im at the point now where im seriously contemplating killing myself. i have no other option. <mod edit: timeline> When i collect my medication. help me..... i just need a friend someone to talk to. i want there to be a reason not to take my life.