just want to scream today. ive had enough of living my life of a precipus... never knowing, always trying to hold onto everything with every ounce of energy i have inside of me.
sick of loosing everything i give a fuck about, sick of always feeling like everything i care about is just an inch away of disappearing.
Not that i have that much i care about anymore. it isnt safe to invest emotion in anything anymore.
id rather be a hollowed out shell than this messed up tense emotional wreck.
i cant even come here anymore, i know ill get it in the neck for making this post.
i need a way out
sick of loosing everything i give a fuck about, sick of always feeling like everything i care about is just an inch away of disappearing.
Not that i have that much i care about anymore. it isnt safe to invest emotion in anything anymore.
id rather be a hollowed out shell than this messed up tense emotional wreck.
i cant even come here anymore, i know ill get it in the neck for making this post.
i need a way out