I'm so fucking sick of it!
Falling asleep on skype, everyone hearing me snore. It's fucking embarrassing. Yet the only way for me to fall asleep. I can't sleep if I don't hear people chit chatting in the background, how pathetic is that. :unsure:
and then when I'm asleep I get nightmares. They can all fucking hear it! How I strangle my mother, how guys rape me, how guys rape my mum and me being unable to stop them, how my father strangles me, how I strangle people I cared about so much. And so on and so on. I'm fucking sick of it!
I dont want to sleep anymore but when I stay awake for a long time and fall asleep then, the dreams seem to be even worse then.
I'm so fucking sick of this shit life! GRRRRRRRR
Falling asleep on skype, everyone hearing me snore. It's fucking embarrassing. Yet the only way for me to fall asleep. I can't sleep if I don't hear people chit chatting in the background, how pathetic is that. :unsure:
and then when I'm asleep I get nightmares. They can all fucking hear it! How I strangle my mother, how guys rape me, how guys rape my mum and me being unable to stop them, how my father strangles me, how I strangle people I cared about so much. And so on and so on. I'm fucking sick of it!
I dont want to sleep anymore but when I stay awake for a long time and fall asleep then, the dreams seem to be even worse then.
I'm so fucking sick of this shit life! GRRRRRRRR