:unsure: I hate my family, God damn it. I'm so sick of all of their hypocritical bullshit. They tell me I won't amount to anything, fuck them. My brother is probably going to end up in prison, and my parents are probably going to end up splitting up... People think I'm so fucking happy and cheerful.. Bull shit. Fuck my life.. I hate that I have to pretend to be happy and cheerful so no one thinks I'm doing shit for attention..Seriously. I don't even know what the point of writing this it, but who knows.. I haven't cried this much in a while.. Fuck this shit people call life.. Red Sam by Flyleaf is the song that describes my life at this moment. They're supposed to be my fucking family, they don't care, they've never cared.. And I just feel like ending it all, right now... I'm hardly ever suicidal, but I am right now... Damn, I seriously just want to die right now, just to get away from everything.. I don't even think it'd be that hard to do it either.. :unsure: -Jessica.