Everything. Life, love, the universe. fucking hate it all. Sick of myself Sick of existing Sick of the nothingness Sick of the secrecy Sick of never knowing wtf is going on Sick of caring Sick of loving Sick of this site Just fed up with it I should never have come back. All i want to do is sleep, and die...thats it. Nothing will ever change, be like this forever and ever amen. Ive just fucking had enough of it all. Im so sorry to those I love, and those I care about, I pray that your lives all get better, but for me, I need to do something desperate and radical if im going to save myself. Its the only option left.